I had so many things to say but nothing ever comes out right.
To say it all, or say nothing at all ?
It's easier to let it all fade away.


People die all the time. People starve, people cry, people fall sick.
People can't afford to put aside their own lives and help another person for awhile because they can't really save themselves to begin with.
Nobody dares to put him/herself second to another for awhile in their hearts,
because its a known fact that nobody else would put them first.
Nobody's really an exception.



We're never happy, we're never satisfied.
We keep working towards things, we keep trying so hard, we keep on going, we keep wanting things, we keep fighting.


Sometimes I secretly hope the whole world would just suddenly explode and disappear.


Cuz seriously, how to we save the earth if we can't even save ourselves?
How do we grow up right when we were wrong to start with?
How do we stay optimistic and keep on going when we've already known failure and felt disappointment?
When we know for a fact that nothing ever turns out right?



I'm not being some silly pessimistic teenager and ranting or being morbid or emo.
It's not called emo, it's called opening your eyes.
Cuz when the answer's right in front of you,
how can you not see it?
And what else is there to stop you from reaching for it?



p.s : nth happened. srsly -.-